The Sweetest Memory.


          I know I know, every year I promise that I won't but still I do. Every year I turn out to be selfish enough to miss you so much ,I just couldn't stop myself. It's been 9 years and still there isn't a single day that I don't think of you, baby. We all love you, always will.

After these many years, life has turned upside down and as I jot down my thoughts here, I wonder how much you'd have grown by now..and so beautiful and intelligent, yes. :)
I know I shouldn't but can never forget your cute, care free smile, little angel. :) I know it's time to let go..I've been thinking that from last 9 years but this day of the year always makes me helpless.

You will always be safe in my heart. No one can take away my sweetest memory of you. 
I don't have anything else to give you except for my words of love. No more tears now, or at least I'll try to improve as I always tell myself.  And life without you has made me realize one thing, had you been here, you'd have understood me way better than many people in here.

At times I miss having someone like you were to me, even though you and I both were so young back then, yet I know how close we were and  would have been. But God had some other plan for us. I can never forget the happiness when the news of Khushi, being born, broke into my ears. I believe you came back, I'll always believe, well, we all do. I again promise to try, yes, try and hold back the emotions from now as I pray for your happiness, where ever you are.

Forgive me for being rude to you or hurting you, scolding you back then, I really am sorry. 
Sweet,little sister I love you and  always will.

Happy Birthday to you.
 Little sister. :)
Be happy and stay blessed.
where ever you are. :)

I love you. :)

                                 

                                                    You Beauty..!!

Beautifully Captured.

                             
                                                           

                                                                    Traversing,
                                                     from home-like to home loving land,
                                                                      at ease.
                                                                          *
                                                                     Evading
                                                            Away the abstract mind,
                                                                  Fixed on you
                                                                 My eyes freeze.
                                                                         *
                                                     My vision attains a panoramic range.
                                                                      Moon,
                                                           You, overwhelming beauty,
                                                                 A fling of  fantasy
                                                               An enchanting dream.
                                                                          *
                                                        You Stayed with me all night long,
                                                         Cushions bolstering all around.
                                                           Hiding under, skipping over,
                                                     reminding me how your beauty surrounds.
                                                                         *
                                                                 Mesmerizing,
                                                             is the word that counts
                                                                     Moon,
                                                                 You, beauty
                                                              My token of peace,
                                                              You silvery fleece
                                                        Without your an unending presence
                                                             the universe would cease.
                                                     

You Beauty..!!

                                                     
                                                         

Never fails to grab my attention, You ..!!

                                                     

So peaceful...!!

                                       

The man who defined cricket to me..!!

One of the few good habits that I've adopted during these vacations is waking up early in the morning..*proud*. And this really is an uphill task for a sleeper like me..!! And so today, while I went for my so -called-5 minutes-morning walk, Friday, the thirteenth struck my mind..(today's date) and as convinced as ever, I never doubted my believe that it's a mere date and don't know why it actually bother few people around me and many across the globe. I'm anyway not  a believer of all the like stuff.

Didn't have to go for my training today, so was quite relaxed and I don't know what hit me, I logged in to my twitter account, No, I don't have much followers there because I have a purpose for joining twitter---> Brett Lee and Only Him..:) And what news did I read ?? 

Brett Lee's retiring from international cricket (all forms)  I felt paralysed with the shock of not being able to watch him play in his yellows..:( I have been a cricket crazy fan since class 6th ( I know too young an age for a girl to watch and love cricket) but this man, the speedster did wonders to me...And I knew someday this would happen but never expected this to happen any sooner than 2-3 years from now..:(

The feeling couldn't sink in so instantly. :(

As I read what Brett tweeted ( It's official, I have retired from international cricket! Thanks for all your love and support. It's been an amazing 13 years) a tear flowed down from my eyes and I knew cricket for me won't be the same anymore. That man defined cricket to me. I won't be the same cricket crazy fanatic anymore and I'd hate being that way..:(

Few people say I exaggerate my love for him, many make fun , truth is if anyone of them have/had been a fan  
anyone ever for real, they'd understand..as for Brett, I wish him a speedy recovery and all the best for his future. Only regret being not be able to watch him play in a stadium. But IPL next season, Watch out, I'd be there to cheer KKR...:*

But yes it's true I've never been so crazzyy for any other celeb in my entire life and after being a Brett Lee fanatic for about 10 years, there's no way I'd fall for anyone else, the way I did for him, He makes me feel like he's always around, just have to make a call for him and he'd be right there..*sigh* never thought of him as a celeb much..:/ He made me smile by his mere presence in the world of cricket. I wonder how it'd be like meeting him up someday. And I'm not dying till I meet you Mr. Lee..:)

I had to tell you how crazy I've been for you and how much I've admired you and after reading your book (My Life: Brett Lee) I have fallen all over for you again for you're such a remarkable person and yet so humble. :):) You inspire me..NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU EVER..!!

And one wicket shy from Mcgrath's 381..it really makes me want to make you play one more ODI ..it really hurts to watch you bid goodbye..:( but hey I'm happy that you've been a legend in the cricket world and a hero to so many people like me around the world. # Respect..total respect..:)

I've loved you for 10 years..I love you today and I always will...Can't wait for IPL's next season..( can't believe I'm saying that, I'm not much of  a fan of this league)

Thank you Bing for being in the world and making me aware of your presence..you've been an incredible bowler and an energetic athlete. 10/10 in every way. :)

As I dedicate this post to you, I had to jot down few lines which I believe are one of your favourites too..:)

These lines take me to a place where I can atleast imagine being with you..:D God I'm really crazzyyy..:):)

Every time I close my eyes it's youAnd I know now who I amYeah, yeah, yeahAnd I know now

There's a place I go when I'm aloneDo anything I want, be anyone I wanna beBut it is us I see and I cannot believe I'm fallingThat's where I'm going, where are you going?Hold it close, won't let this go

Dream, catch me, yeahDream, catch me when I fallOr else I won't come back at all..:)
Stay blessed Bing.With loads of love,A Brett Lee fan forever.

And one day I'd replace this pic for a real you and I pic.:)

Where peace is found..:)

Heart burns with passion,
a plethora of tears, 
bountiful happiness
couldn't afford the satisfaction.


Soaring away ,
from the derisive dust,
to the silvery crescent moon.
Oblivion of
everything that goes down.


Sweet symphony playing
at the background,
tingles all over the nerves
and this fantasy dances all around.


Grab the edge & observe
the unparalleled beauty surrounds,
feet dangling in the chilly air,
swiftly hovers around.


And peace is found..!!

Wish I could do that for real..:)

yOu are my best in the worst..!!

yOu came into my life by an accident but stayed for a purpose.
I needed a friend, just a friend and yOu became my everything. :)
yOu pulled myself together...only with yOur words, yOur words...hmmm..work like magic, then and now.
And from then, till now, yOu never give up on me and that keeps me going. :)
The innocence in yOur smile proves what an amazing person yOu are..such a beautiful being yOu are.
I know , no word can describe yOur kindness, excellence, yOur way of  loving and caring people around yOu.
yOu are simply flawless, mAyAnk, simply the bEst.
And I just need to tell yOu in between all the drifts, spins and turns life has for us, yOu will always be my strongest emotion, my deepest thought and my mAyAnkssss sweetssss mAyAnksss... : *
yOu have been my sweetest dream and now that *yOu* came true, it made me believe further that each and every dream that MY eyes would see will turn into reality.

So,
                    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO yOu, 
                                      mAyAnk..:)

My best in the worst, my best friend, my EvErythIng...:)
My believe, in this world of hopes.
Be with me hamesha, I know yOu will
So proud of the person yOu are...^_^
Love yOu with everything I am. :))
 *Happy Birthday* :)