It's Just a Phase.

That's what they tell me. People. I want to believe them. But I kind of hope they're wrong. It's just a phase, isn't it? So what if it's been a little more than a few months. Life's been better but it's been bad. I laugh out loud and then suddenly a trickle of sadness runs through my vein. I feel free and yet I'm bounded by a few reasons, unknown yet acknowledged.

I've stopped thinking sanely. Why should I? What's the point? I'm young and I had never been stupid or done something outrageous before. But I did something now and it feels so right. I have always been someone who was liked by everyone. Loved by a few. Liked by all. I've been good. A little shy but really good. I never thought I had it in me. Unleashing my other side. I'm liking it but I want to hate it. The other side. It's just a phase. I hope it is but I believe otherwise. I'm young and I want to be wild. Atleast for a while. I'm standing up for myself. I'm falling in and out of love. I don't know what or who I want. I don't know if the person I want in my life, wants me the same way and I'm too scared to ask.

 Life is about to change in a few months. College is coming to an end and I have no friggin' idea what's next? I wanted to leave college so bad and now when the time is near I don't want to go. Such is this life. It just does things to you. I'm happy. I'm scared. I'm satisfied but I want more.I don't know. I just don't know. Not yet.

I think I miss this person. I wish I could write down the name. I can't. I don't know what happened. What did I do or what life did? World's upside down and am loving it. I want to figure it all out but somehow I want things to remain exactly how they are right now.But I gotta make a decision . Gotta figure out life.
It's just a phase. Isn't it? I'll figure it out. Right. But for now I certainly hope that may this phase last forever. Forever and after.

Source: weheartit.com

Scars

The world around me spun
and yet they walked away
Their eyes closed.
And souls shut.
Nothing was left behind
other than
a little scar in my heart
a little guilt in theirs.

Let goooooo Picture Source: weheartit.com

The Unexpected

"But why"?
"What ?"
"No, I mean, every other girl that I see there is like totally hot or pretty with amazing body, flawless skin, perfect pout and dark kohl-ed eyes. I thought I was almost invisible, no, I mean I genuinely believe that. I'm nothing. I don't even know how to put on make up or wear clothes in vogue. And you, you are everywhere. I never thought I'd ever talk to you or any other guy in college for that matter. Why me? Why did you even talk to me. I mean I just don't ge--"


"Because you're the only real thing I see in college. "

Love is not a Choice, Acceptance is.

Of all the gushing emotions
the spritz of true love
runs wild & free.
Meandering through a sinless soul
like a drenched fantasy,
it drowns inside the throbbing heart.
The heart, a whispering abyss, a frantic frenzy.
Untamed yet content.
Guilty yet absolved.
Like a game of fire & ice
the reality of love truly resides
where the acceptance is.

Source: weheartit.com

This feels GOOOODDD !!

Well, it came as a surprise but now that I have absorbed this feeling...I AM ECSTATIC ! All thanks to my blogger friend Juhi who writes magic at ShihtZoo for nominating Split Strings for the Liebster Award. And I respectfully ACCEPT it. :)You write some pretty amazing stuff there Juhi. Keep up the good work .I know you will. Once again, thank you for the appreciation.

The Liebster Award Official Rules:

If you have been nominated for The Liebster Award AND YOU CHOOSE TO ACCEPT IT, write a blog post about the Liebster award in which you:

1. Thank the person who nominated you, and post a link to their blog on your blog.

2. Display the award on your blog — by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a “widget” or a “gadget”. (Note that the best way to do this is to save the image to your own computer and then upload it to your blog post.)

3. Answer 11 questions about yourself, which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.

4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.

5. Nominate 5 – 11 blogs that you feel deserve the award, who have a less than 1000 followers. (Note that you can always ask the blog owner this since not all blogs display a widget that lets the readers know this information!)

6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer.

7. List these rules in your post (You can copy and paste from here.) Once you have written and published it, you then have to:

8. Inform the people/blogs that you nominated that they have been nominated for the Liebster award and provide a link for them to your post so that they can learn about it (they might not have ever heard of it!)

MY ANSWERS TO JUHI'S QUESTIONS:

1.your secret obsession?

is to travel and travel a lot. It's not a secret though. :P

2. your favourite smell?

Smell of the wet Earth.

3.what inspires you to write a post?

I once had a friend, she did.

4.what is your therapy to get through the lows of your life?

Jot it all down in black and white.

5.one destination you have dreamt of visiting?

I want to travel the world. Every corner of it. But if I have to pick one, that'd be Australia.

6.do you think love gives way to reality?

Absolutely !

7.what do you love getting as gifts?

Anything hand made.

8.given a chance to undo a mistake would you do it or leave it as it is?

I'll undo it, definitely ! I'm pretty sure leaving it as it is will make me regret it again.

9.what do you like to blog the most about?

Poems. Yes.

10.what is the craziest thing you have ever done?

Umm..slapping someone amidst a busy road.

11.what is the biggest dream for you right now?

Stop being angry at myself and get to know the person I truly am.

I put forth the same questions as Juhi's to my nominated blogger friends.

11 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

My family means everything to me.

I want to travel the world. I can travel my whole life.

I don't have a best friend. The one and only best friend I had was when I was 17. We were BF's for 17 years.

I over think the shit out of life.

I've been a crazy Brett Lee aka Binga fan for about 11 years and was recently invited to meet him at certain event. He's gorgeous, if you may ask. *_*

I'm a law student but I've figured out that my heart lies in writing and travelling ! And I almost believe that a career in law is not right for me.

I'm a very honest person.

I don't believe in the concept of marriage or having kids.

I can watch re runs and re runs of Full House.

All I seek is happiness and peace. 

The best of me is yet to come.

I WOULD LIKE TO NOMINATE THE FOLLOWING TALENTED BLOGGERS FOR THE LIEBSTER AWARD

Sadia Khan of Crescendoing Silence

Tanya Sehgal of Coveted Dreams

Valli of Poety-Reflection of My Feelings

Sabeeha of Midnight Scribbles
Prateek of Me and My Dark Side.

That's all folks !  :)